I finally decided to actually drink tonight. woo! had fun! Tried to talk to girls, didn't fail, but didn't succeed, but kinda realized i don't like that situation to begin with, but at the same time decide that it's not as bad i tend to make it out to be. Went to dennys afterwards with derek. sobered up quite a bit and talked a lot. dereks really cool. a lot like me. anyway, had a good time tonight.
I'm still really really excited aboot having dsl rgfhjkgfhkgd!!!!