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[20 Jan 2004|02:13am]
[ mood | lonely ]

so since you don't have to pay or have a code to get an LJ anymore I decided to change my name.

My new name is xblackthoughtsx.

Add me to your friends list.

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[18 Jan 2004|03:20am]
So i'm sitting here in santa barbara visiting jamie.. completely bored out of my mind because she's now asleep and i'm not tired at this moment. I went to go see andre this evening at ucla. I went to go hang out and do a little bit of partying. Arrive in westwood. Try to find parking. Takes me literally about 20 minutes before i find parking. Then I get inside this party and do not find andre. 20-30 minutes later and i finally find him. I grab him to say hi and hang out. he doesn't even realize it's me. Some other guy who runs the frat house is taking care of him. Next thing i know he's sitting down in this guys room 1/2 passed out 1/2 asleeps. needless to say I waan't happy... I don't know anyone else there. so for awhile i just kinda roam around but still completely bored. After talking to jamie I just decide to leave. This is not the first time he has left people to take care of him when these people have no idea where they are. I got fed up and after talking to jamie i decided to come up to santa barbara.

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[16 Jan 2004|02:16am]
[ mood | hungry ]

so I've got my road trip planned out. feb 4th - feb 11. gonna be spending most of my time in santa barbara, santa cruz, and portland. I'm so excited for this trip. it's going to be awesome. Jamie, next time you talk to me I'll let you know when I'll be coming.

I got a haircut today. It's been pretty long lately, but it's a little shorter now. for awhile i've kept it spiked,, but i'm keeping it a bit longer now.. since I don't have pictures.. it's like 2 inches long on the top. Dammit. I really need a digital camera or something.

I love this station 103.1.. Death cab, bright eyes, the network, the faint, the postal service.. lots and lots of good stuff.

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[13 Jan 2004|03:57am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Juuuust kidding. So I'm NOT taking a class over winter break. No really. I'm dropping this class cause it's only gonna hurt me. I talked to a counselor and I got things all worked out. I feel a lot better. No more worrying for me aboot next semester and applying for schools..

The only thing that sucks is I invested $80 into the textbook which I'll probably only get at the most $30 back. and I actually liked the people in my class. EVERYTHING aboot SMC is better than El Camino.

I just can't wait til these 8 months pass and I can get the fuck out of here. I will miss my friends from work and all my friends that live/lived in the area. I will miss all the wonderful bands that play so cal all the time. I WILL MISS NOTHING ELSE.

This means my road trip will change. It'll probably end up being 7-8 days.. and the dates will change.

I was talking tonight aboot all the relationships I've been in, and all the other "relationships" i've had. I would explain, but I'd feel like an idiot for some of them. Some of them are funny as hell though. I don't like making people feel bad so I tend to have unusual ways of letting girls down.

I am going to the thrice meet and greet for the ventura show. I'm so excited about the show.

"new song from postal service." jackass. It's THE postal service. That's what I heard on the radio this morning. It elicited a reaction of "whoa" from me.

I need to find something productive or at the least time consuming for me to do over the next 5 weeks.

Time to try and go to sleep.

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[12 Jan 2004|02:03am]
[ mood | mellow ]

Fuck. I hate school. Things just keep looking worse and worse for me.. ahh.. so much frustration. I hope things will turn out the way I want them to (getting into my top choices for schools). I think they will, theres just wayyy too much uncertainty in everything, I don't know if they'll work out how i'd like them to.

Can someone who has kazaa lite send it to me next time I see them on aim. kazaa lite wasn't how i liked it, so I deleted it and got the regular version (cause that's the only one available from download.com) and now it's not working either.

On friday night I went out to hennessys? in manhattan. Went with derek, cyle, joe, and george. First time I've been to a bar since I've been 21. Was pretty decent. I hate the whole bar scene. Just pretty much hung out with those guys and a couple of other people who I didn't know. Didn't really drink much of anything.

Didn't really do much of anything this weekend besides that. I didn't work saturday or sunday. Watched football. I hope the colts beat the patriots. Whoever wins the AFC championship will win the superbowl.

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[09 Jan 2004|02:17am]
[ mood | tired ]

I love field of dreams... one of my favorite movies ever. just thought i'd share.

This is a story aboot a shootout in my area that happened just a couple days ago. Nothing too serious, but NOTHING ever happens, so everyone thinks it's a big deal.

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[08 Jan 2004|12:05am]
[ mood | tired ]

Theres a new station. 103.1.. it's pretty cool. I like it, definitely check it out.. Theres this one song I really really like and I know i've heard it before, but I have no idea who it is and it's pissing me off.. They don't have a number so i can't call and ask them.. it's based out of santa monica and laguna beach. Anyway, anything other than kroq is a plus.. they play all the old stuff kroq doesn't play anymore and maybe 10% of the stuff they play now.. anyway CHECK IT OUT..

I'm addicted to watching law and order.

Last night I went to stick and steins with pretty much most of my co-workers.. a little party just cause it's been so damn busy.. free food... mmm.. it's like this place that's a restaurant and has a bar, arcades and pool tables... i really suck at pool. Anyway, it was fun.

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[06 Jan 2004|12:15am]
Looks like my vacation is going to be 6 days. Feb 12 - Feb 17.

I'm happy that my campus is nowhere near the main smc campus because you can't find parking worth shit. I went there to finish my admissions application at the school and had to park like a mile away. I get free parking at the airport campus and it's not crowded at all. My teacher isn't too hard, except to add my class, I have to get atleast an 80% on the first test, WHICH IS ON WEDNESDAY.

Looks like I have to petition to get it off my record, but it is possible.

I'm watching celebrity jeopardy on E! right now. Best snl skit ever.
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[05 Jan 2004|03:28pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I have to do this stupid survey for school, and if you could help me and just fill out a few questions.. I'd be really really appreciative. Even if you're not currently in school, you can still answer if you want.

How old are you?
How many miles do you live from school?
Do you follow fashion? (Yes or No. 'sometimes' counts as a yes)
What is your GPA?

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[05 Jan 2004|02:21am]
[ mood | hungry ]

Saw Bad Santa with Andre yesterday. Hilarious. Then went to Jamies little shindig and hung out, maybe not as much fun as the night before, but I still had a great time. Ended up staying up super late mostly playing trivial pursuit. Came home around 11 and went back to sleep and then went to work. I couldn't watch the football games on TV, although I did hear the LSU Oklahoma game on the radio at work as I tried to pass by as much as possible. Holy fuck I for sure thought Oklahome would redeem themselves after they lost to kansas state. USC will be better next year and they'll win it outright. The funny thing is, If the school i go to has a football team, we'll be playing USC and i'll be saying how much I fucking hate USC.

I have to be up in 6 hours for school. Gah!

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[03 Jan 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Jamie had some people over last night including ET, Andre, Sandra and a shitload of other people who I don't see often enough. I had a lot to drink. A lot. Everything was fine until we started playing drinking games. One of the games was called 'fuck the dealer' and yeah, I was the one that got fucked. I was fine for quite a bit after that game, but eventually all the drinking caught up with me. Besides having my stomach hurt like hell for most of the day, I had a lot of fun last night.

I know most of you have a lot worse weather than us, but today has been fucking cold. Probably in the low 40's with a lot of wind. Cold!!!!

Me and Andre are gonna hang out and then go to Jamie's house, but needless to say I won't be drinking tonight or anytime in the near future.

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[02 Jan 2004|03:40am]
[ mood | tired ]

So I have 2 new bands I like (well of what I've heard so far):

Against Me!
Blood Brothers

I downloaded some against me! awhile ago and didn't really care for it, but with their recent popularity I decided to give them another chance, and I like it a lot more.. same goes with the blood brothers. I heard them live like maybe a year ago, I forget who I saw them with... but I thought they completely sucked, but with their recent popularity i thought I'd give them another try.. it takes a little getting used to, but it's not as bad.

I hope I don't take over your job Chris.

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[02 Jan 2004|02:45am]
[ mood | complacent ]

so for new years I didn't end up doing anything. I wasn't planning on doing anything this year. I planned to take it easy. Then Derek showed up to work and he said I should call him if I wanted to do anything that night. I called him. Things didn't work out, I sat home. Didn't really understand the situation, but I accepted it and moved on Woke up today and watched bowl games. WATCHED USC KICK MICHIGANS ASS. Then headed over to Jeremys house cause he was having a little party for new years. Was pretty decent. Had a lot of fun. Watched American History X.. Hadn't seen it in a long time but it's a great movie. Everyone was happy to see me there so it made up for having a quiet new years eve. One guy wanted to start shit with me. I saw him at the party last week and he was cool. And I don't know, he was just really aggressive, so I just left it alone.. all his friends were like 'yeah, he's and aggro, just ignore him' so I did. he apparently doesn't like me, but oh well.. Feeling a little more self confident aboot girls. I mean I know I need to approach with confidence AND JUST TALK.. I just can't.. I mean I'm not even nervous, well atleast not tonight, but I just couldn't do it... well on one occasion I couldn't but I think I did okay overall, but under a little different circumstances. blah.. hopefully things'll improve in the future.


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[01 Jan 2004|03:53am]
[ mood | tired ]

Wow. I've just fallen in love with this song:


call everyone to arms
we'll fill the heavens
with the poisoned dreams of man
call everyone to arms
we forged these weapons
with the strength of our own hands

we shot the sun from the sky
apollo dead at our feet
we wander lost in the rye
we gather round in the street

for centuries we watched the sky
and burned to bridge the great divide

call everyone to arms
we'll fill the heavens
with the poisoned dreams of man
call everyone to arms
we built these weapons with the blood and
with the strength of our own hands

eclipse the body with stones
and lay him down with the rest
i smile when i am alone
and shed a tear for the press

for centuries we watched the sky
and burned to bridge the great divide
cause we dug the body up
we drank his golden blood
and light shone from our eyes
but it was not enough
and we still dream of deicide

for centuries we watched the sky
we burned to bridge the great divide
but now we burn with power and pride

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[31 Dec 2003|08:52pm]
[ mood | excited ]

so in the summer supposedly..

Dashboard/Thrice/Get Up Kids/Death Cab For Cutie

That'll be random.. I just hope I can get tickets...i

death cab!!!!!!

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[31 Dec 2003|08:02pm]
[ mood | bored ]

New top 5 CD list for the year:

1. Poison the Well - You Come Before You (I know a lot of you don't like them, but it's quite different than their previous works)
2. Murder by Death - Who Will Survive and What Will Be Left of Them (It's still early, but it looks like it'll remain at 2)
3. Thrice - The Artist in the Ambulance
4. Rise Against - Revolutions Per Minute
4. Thursday - War All the Time

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[31 Dec 2003|03:11am]
[ mood | giggly ]

thanks to caaarly i just found out aboot this site.


it's a site for irc kids to post their favorite conversations.. I love it.

heres some good ones:

I gotta go. There's a dude next to me and he's watching me type, which is sort of starting to creep me out. Yes dude next to me, I mean you.

docsigma2000: jesus christ man
docsigma2000: my son is sooooooo dead
c8info: Why?
docsigma2000: hes been looking at internet web sites in fucking EUROPE
docsigma2000: our fucking phone bill is gonna be nuts
c8info: Ooh, this is bad. Surfing long distance adds an extra $69.99 to your bill per hour.
docsigma2000: ...!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK
docsigma2000: is there some plan we can sign up for???
docsigma2000: cuz theres some cool stuff in europe, but i dun wanna pauy that much
c8info: Sorry, no. There is no plan. you'll have to live with it.
docsigma2000: o well, i ccan live without europe intenet sites.
docsigma2000: but till i figure out how to block it hes sooooo dead
c8info: By the way, I'm from Europe, your chatting long distance.
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67% of girls are stupid
i belong with the other 13%

guys..greatest dialogue ever
check this out
girl: oh my god, that was incredible
guy: yeah.. you're amazing. you almost made me come
girl: what?! then what the hell did I swallow?!

hatter doesn't like cocaine
he just likes the way it smells!

at first i thought that "ping? pong!" was just chanserv making fun of my chinese heritage

Team Canada owns you by default of being canadian
i will disregard that being that it came from the mouth of a canadian

*** evil_ (~evil@pc1-with2-6-cust37.mant.cable.ntl.com) quit (Ping timeout)
<@quasirob> all these centuries, we never knew - evil can be defeated by a ping timeout

*** Quits: TITANIC (Excess Flood)

who can help me ? i'm french and i don't know irc
can't help you with the being french part, you are screwed their mate

my band is gonna be called: rage against the answering machine

i've got nothing against homos
as long as they don't fuck me or touch me
they're alright
what if they cum on you
that's a grey area

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[31 Dec 2003|01:58am]
[ mood | geeky ]

arg. I was gonna load a picture of teppei from the halloween show where he looks like a monster.. but it's apart of the alliance and I don't have any place to upload it.

Haven't slept much lately, been on a super weird sleeping schedule, but despite all this, I still can't fall asleep. I really really hate how my body operates if i don't recieve the right amount of sleep (which ranges about 2 hours).

I'm such a dork I spent the night just fucking looking at weather maps and statistics. Not so much anymore, but I used to have to watch the weather all the time "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, BE QUIET, THE WEATHER IS ON"

Looks like i'll be taking a winter session class. yuck. I'll be at santa monica community college since el camino doesn't have a winter session. But my road trip is still on. It'll just be a bit shorter than planned.

I don't think i'm gonna do much tomorrow. Don't really have anywhere to sleep at this time without being intrusive, and definitely do not want to be on the road.

Hope you all have a wonderful new years/eve!!

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[29 Dec 2003|04:05am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I finally decided to actually drink tonight. woo! had fun! Tried to talk to girls, didn't fail, but didn't succeed, but kinda realized i don't like that situation to begin with, but at the same time decide that it's not as bad i tend to make it out to be. Went to dennys afterwards with derek. sobered up quite a bit and talked a lot. dereks really cool. a lot like me. anyway, had a good time tonight.

I'm still really really excited aboot having dsl rgfhjkgfhkgd!!!!

recommend some damn bands!!!!!!!!!!

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[28 Dec 2003|12:25am]
and i bought my thrice ticket for april with poison the well

and i went out and bought cds yesterday

strung out - live in a dive
murder by death - who will survive and what will be left of them
stretch armstrong - a revolution transmission

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